introducing Oyen

he's cute

he's too affectionate

he's furry

he is oyen

=)

p/s : he's not mine actually. but i wish he is. ;(

STFU

STFU

sakit tonsilku fukk you??

haha.

pape la capiq.

hihi.

;P

necessity

Currently : in need of some companion

tonsillitis

I easily got sick recently. 2 weeks alternately, then my fever starts to come back. bodo!! i don't like being sick with all these stupid headeache + body ache. I don't mind if i have to take shitloads of medicine. That one is not a problem to me. But getting sick, make me feel uncomfortable. Having this fever, I cannot do anything without feeling uncomfortable. ='(

Then, i went to a clinic near Tanjung Rambutan. Since there was no clinic opened at 8 o'clock in the morning, apparently we (me and my bucuk) have to search the whole tambun town for a damn fucking clinic!!! Finally, we found one. Dr Ramesh Clinic. With a full hope, i entered to that clinic expecting some good medicineSSS to relieve these stupid sickness i've been suffering for almost 2 days already!!! Felt like dying already la!! (called me manja mengada-ngada whatever la. I'm fucking sick what.)

After a while, the doctor arrived to that clinic. I think he did not expect ppl to come so early in the morning to his clinic. that is y he was not available at that moment yet. But still, he came!! The staff nurse called him on the phone and he came straight away to the clinic, brought along his wife and children. i think they were on their way to have a nice saturday breakfast family thingy but i disturbed their plan already lorh. sorry doc.

Then the staff nurse called me in. I sat on the chair, waiting to be asked for the usual questions that dr. will asked u when u have a fever. Bla bla bla. he asked bout my fever. Then i answered back.

"I got headache, bodyache, sore throat no cough or flu, but cannot swallow food properly, then this morning, got some yellow thing coming out together with my spit. it's already been 2 days since i had this fever."

Hehe. too long explanation right. whatever la. Then as usual, the dr, check my heartbeat, after that my temperature. it was 38.0 C!! so high lorh!! The last thing he checked was my throat. Took out his normal looking torchlight, asked me too opened up my mouth, and then...

OOO MY GOD!!!!

Wth??!! Uwaaa. Don't make joke like that la doc. Why suddenly OMG at me? I was shocked and terrified at the same time!!

Then the doctor said..

"hurm. Got pus on your tonsils. And they're bleeding already. If not treated well, it may get worst"

T____T. the doctor said if i get fever more than 5 times this year, there are possibility that i have to remove my tonsils. To my horror, i've been getting fever like what arr.. I think 5-6 times already!!! Uwaaa!!!!

Btw, this how my tonsils look like. (not mine, i took them from internet. But i assure that it's 99.9% similar with mine!!)

so unattractive fugly!!! i wish there's no eligible guys out there knows that my tonsils look like this. hehe.

MY

TONSILS

ARE

SO

UGLLLLYYYY!!!!

I have to go to the clinic tomorrow to check whether my tonsils are already recover. If not, have to remove them. That's mean, SURGERY!!!! waaaa!!! T____T

i hope i don't have to go for a tonsil surgery because i think it is so unattractive = open-mouthed while u're unconcious. Tak market langsung!!

rainbow !!

Rainbow photo taken in Ipoh, Perak.

Rainbow photo taken in Ampang, Selangor.

ntah la....

i just got back from k.l yesterday. Thursday, 16 sept. the reason why i'm back here in ipoh this soon (most of the student will be back on sunday due to raya) because, first, i don't like to stay at my home and second, i miss Ipoh!!

Seriously, i'm happier being here in ipoh than in k.l. I found that i'll be a boring, untalkative person around my family. Kindda like an emo person when i'm with them. i totally got double shit personality leh!! and i easily get sick when i'm back there in k.l. Emotion do effect my health lately.

i cannot imagine myself staying there (in k.l) PERMANENTLY after graduating my diploma. i don't want to leave this place Ipoh. that is why i planned to stay in ipoh after i graduated. i know he won't allow me to stay here. but what for you risk yourself to be in that place where u are sure 110% that u won't be happy? i want to be happy. i don't want to be a emo shit person surrounding by ppl that makes me unhappy. made up my mind already. staying here in ipoh, get a part-time job while waiting for my degree application. well, i only can planned this. but i'm not sure if its going to be happen for real in the future. i hope it will be.

but to stay on my own after this, there's a whole lot of shits going on in my mind. where am i going to stay? what if i don't get a job? how am i going to pay the house rent? and i have to pay all the bills on my own. do i have enough money at that time to support myself? hurm. i do not know. and i don't want to know. i just can give my best and try to make it all happen.

gosh. wtv la.

rindduuuuu

Sy rindu :

1. My baby AHG

2. My Bro

3. Mr. MSZ

4. Jojo

5. Housemates

6. Ipohh!!!!

nak balik Ipoh!!!!!!!!!!

wtv

ms minho don't know what she did wrong.
suddenly, without saying anything.
he left. and dissapear!!
pabo!!

ouwh. n my mind cannot think wisely for the time being.
mr ragunath asked me : "hafiza, can u tell me the 4 types of receptor"
me : "urm.. got 4 actually but i only remember one. g-proten coupled receptor"

dang!!
i knew all the answer actually.
but my mind won't let me spit out the words.
because my stupid mind is current in the mood of thinking bout ur stupid attitude towards me for the last 5 days.

ubetterbeagaythanaguywithattitudelikethat.
seriously.

wtv

choi minho

choi minho my new guy. cehh!!

minho, walaupun awk under age. i still love u baby!! haha

perhatian : tajuk entri tiada kne mngene ngan entri yg bakal ditulis.

ms minho (that's me) yg tgh keferusan, decided to take minho as her new guy.

full stop. minho. minho. dang!

L.O.V.E

I'M IN LOVE!!

that's it..

=D

People

I'm currently trying to understand and accept the differences in people around me. People have good side and bad side of them. That's for sure. Including me.

Some people are kind to you. And some are not. People do change. So, don't hope for a person to treat you kindly all the time. And don't hope for them to treat u badly all the time. They do change.

People that you love the most, at the end turn to be the person that you hate the most. The person that you respect the most, suddenly turn you down. It's ok because it's hard to change people. And sometimes you even cannot change them. Because you cannot even change yourself, how can you change people? Aite.

Well, i've learned something. Is that whatever happen, you just have to keep up with the situation. What else can we do right? Trying to fix the situation is darn hard. Even me cannot do that when something that's not right happened.

People blame you for what has happened..
People don't easily admit their mistakes...
People look at you like you're the cause for the bad things that happened..
Eventhough u know that u're innocent..
You cannot do anything..
Because i believe that justice does not exist in the world we're living..
When you tell the truth, people said it's a lie...
They'll said that u're wrong..
Even they know what they stand up so strong for is a lie...

It's hard to understand people..
It really do..

urrgghhh

I'm so F***ing mad right now.

Why i always have to choose?? i don't need options and i want to do whatever i want.. Get it?? I always have to choose between a person over another person. Let say i have a boyfriend which i'm currently have (i think so). And i have a good friend a we've been friends for years. For sure my boyfriend won't let me be friend with my good friend. Jelousy is lousy and stupid and i don't like it at all.

And this other friend, also a friend of mine, he's acting weird lately. Maybe because he found out that i have a boyfriend. We use to be a good friend, use to hang out a lot. We can talk about anything and everything before. Seriously i like to be friend with him a lot. I think he's a really nice guy. And i think he's a good guy a girl can ever have as a friend. The thing is, he's been weird to me lately. Please don't make me have to choose between you and my bf because both of you are so important to me.

And.. this particular person, who made me to CHOOSE again between him and the other person, complaining bout me using ENGLISH when i text him. WTH??!!! What is wrong with you?? Are you retarded or what huh??? Ske hati aku la nak gne bahase ape ke, sebok pahal. ????

X FAHAM LA NGAN ORG2 MCM NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRRRR........

fatttyyy

why do i feel so heavy??

hurm..
i gained some weight meybe..
OMG!!!

i need to lose it back..
i'll start my diet mission tomorrow...
i feel so gemuk right now..

Rebond-it

I've just rebond my hair. I never done anything ti my hair. I never straighten it, colour it, perm it, you name it and for sure i never done it.. huhu.

I like my new hair... A lot. =)

It's much easier for me to manage my hair now. Thank god bcuz i hate bad-hair-day. Grr..