Saturday, June 12, 2010


that's it..

Tuesday, June 8, 2010


I'm currently trying to understand and accept the differences in people around me. People have good side and bad side of them. That's for sure. Including me.

Some people are kind to you. And some are not. People do change. So, don't hope for a person to treat you kindly all the time. And don't hope for them to treat u badly all the time. They do change.

People that you love the most, at the end turn to be the person that you hate the most. The person that you respect the most, suddenly turn you down. It's ok because it's hard to change people. And sometimes you even cannot change them. Because you cannot even change yourself, how can you change people? Aite.

Well, i've learned something. Is that whatever happen, you just have to keep up with the situation. What else can we do right? Trying to fix the situation is darn hard. Even me cannot do that when something that's not right happened.

People blame you for what has happened..
People don't easily admit their mistakes...
People look at you like you're the cause for the bad things that happened..
Eventhough u know that u're innocent..
You cannot do anything..
Because i believe that justice does not exist in the world we're living..
When you tell the truth, people said it's a lie...
They'll said that u're wrong..
Even they know what they stand up so strong for is a lie...

It's hard to understand people..
It really do..

Monday, June 7, 2010


I'm so F***ing mad right now.

Why i always have to choose?? i don't need options and i want to do whatever i want.. Get it?? I always have to choose between a person over another person. Let say i have a boyfriend which i'm currently have (i think so). And i have a good friend a we've been friends for years. For sure my boyfriend won't let me be friend with my good friend. Jelousy is lousy and stupid and i don't like it at all.

And this other friend, also a friend of mine, he's acting weird lately. Maybe because he found out that i have a boyfriend. We use to be a good friend, use to hang out a lot. We can talk about anything and everything before. Seriously i like to be friend with him a lot. I think he's a really nice guy. And i think he's a good guy a girl can ever have as a friend. The thing is, he's been weird to me lately. Please don't make me have to choose between you and my bf because both of you are so important to me.

And.. this particular person, who made me to CHOOSE again between him and the other person, complaining bout me using ENGLISH when i text him. WTH??!!! What is wrong with you?? Are you retarded or what huh??? Ske hati aku la nak gne bahase ape ke, sebok pahal. ????

X FAHAM LA NGAN ORG2 MCM NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, June 6, 2010


why do i feel so heavy??

i gained some weight meybe..

i need to lose it back..
i'll start my diet mission tomorrow...
i feel so gemuk right now..

Saturday, June 5, 2010


I've just rebond my hair. I never done anything ti my hair. I never straighten it, colour it, perm it, you name it and for sure i never done it.. huhu.

I like my new hair... A lot. =)

It's much easier for me to manage my hair now. Thank god bcuz i hate bad-hair-day. Grr..