wondering

i wonder those words you wrote..
is it for me??
or for somebody else..
i have this strange of feelings...
that you would not let it go..
as i asked you to...
please..
we have to make it work..
atleast, i made that work..
i hope those words are not for me..
because i don't want to be in any part of your life again..
you purposely wrote that..
as you know i would read it..
well, if that your intention..
i apologize...
i've said it before...
but there's no harm if i apologize again isn't it...
that is what you really wanted..
isn't it??
hey.. i'm so sorryyy...
for what i've done before..
for those stupid mistakes i made...
i'm sorry...
i'm sorry if i hurt you...
sorry...

sincerely,
hafiza