i am happy ;)

like seriously..
i am those kind of girls who are constantly in a relationship..
not that i like to do it..
it just happened..
people come and go you know..
and people do change..
atleast, i'm the type of girl who had ONLY a relationship with a person at a time..
get it?? ;)
my previous boyfriends, all got stuck up with another girls..
and i'm not even mad a them..ok that's a lie..
i do get mad but not for a long time..
there're still young.. not even matured enough..
and may not be serious yet to be in a relationship..
so recently i am happy because i get to know my current bf..
and he's the most sincere guy and bf i've ever had...
when people promise you something, you can tell whether they're just saying it or they're really mean it..
well, maybe he's older and matured and bla bla bla...
a girl like me?? nahh.. i won't survive  being alone. haha.

i'm happy and that's all i ever wanted. just to be HAPPY. ;)

Rapuh by opick

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dalam dad kuharap hanya
dirimu yang bertakhta

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tak sempurna mencintaimu
dalam dada kuharap hanya
dirimu yang bertakhta

i may not be perfect for you..
i can't replace those memories you had before..
nor can i be just like the person you're with before..
but hey.. as time goes by..
i really hope i can fill your life..
with our memories instead..
you've together with her for like7-8 years...
and it might take 7-8 years too for you to forget her..
i'll be with you, by yourside..
always.. and waiting..
for the time when i can be just like her..
in your life... ;)

hi long time no see!

abandoning my blog fer about 7 months and i feel great!! haha. ;P well, nothing much and nothing interesting happened in my life for the past 7 months. update about mself :

1. bought new bike. old one got stolen infront my workplace.
2. rent a room at bercham. not sharing with anyone. only one room fer me and it sooo cool.
3. working in PHD and it was owesome!! ;)
4. knew this guy who is extremely kind, well-behaved, and he's now my BF. how cool is that?? ;D
5. i am officially a UTPians.
6. gain some weight. grrrr.......
7. got meself a digieasy!! jimat weyh
8. that's all. buhbye